I hope everyone had a Merry Christmas! Mine isn't over yet; we will finish it up on New Years Day with Jacob's grandparents. My Christmas was wonderful; I got way more things than I needed, but am very grateful for everything.
I found out that I have another doctor's appmt on Jan. 5th; it is for an eye appmt so it is no big deal, I just have to go.
To be honest, I am so worried about my angiogram; the doctor's office sent a letter, and now they are saying that I will stay in the hospital for one night now instead of going home. I have a feeling they will go ahead and do the onyx. I know everything is going to be fine and will work out great, but just knowing that I have to go in and have something done is nervewracking. I constantly think about it and think about all the things that can go wrong... I pray and pray about it, and tell myself that everything is going to be fine, but I still worry.

I found out when my appointments are in Dallas. I have to go to the hospital on the 14th for lab work, then I will go in on the 15th for the angiogram(sorry, I don't know how to spell it) and they may do the onyx at that time; they don't know if they are going to do it or not and won't know until they are in the middle of the angiogram. If they do it, I will stay in the hospital overnight and come home on Saturday (I think). If they don't do the onyx, I will get to go home that night. THEN, they will set up a date for the radiation at that point; I assume it will be pretty close to that date so things don't get to move around a lot in my brain so it will be as close to the same as possible. I know everything will work out just fine, but I am still a little worried, just because of everything I've already been through. Please continue to pray for me!

I cannot believe it, but I already have an appointment with a doctor in Dallas! We just let my doctor in OKC know a few days ago and we are going Dec. 16. Jacob and I have to go get some films or something from the hospital so we are going to OKC tomorrow and we are going to go by the rehab part and ICU and see if there is anyone there to say Hi to. Tomorrow night we are also going to a Miranda Lambert concert at Shawnee; I am really excited about that, I think it will be alot of fun.

I'm happy enough to jump up and down!!!

As you might can tell from my title I am happy today. I FINALLY got my Medicaid number, so that means that I can hopefully set up the appointments for my radiation surgery. It only covers everything that was after Aug. 1 as of right now, but we are working on getting it to go back to July 19; if we don't I am not going to be too down about it, I am just happy we have gotten this much help. I feel so blessed to have received everything we have and at this point it seems unbelievable that I am where I am right now. I was getting REALLY down about it, but hopefully things are turning around!
I'm sure no one will read this before I go tomorrow, but I have a doctors appointment in the morning and I hope it goes well. My eyes are not working too well for me tonight, so I think this will be it for now. Love you guys!