Ok, so I am pretty bummed out right now and have been for a couple of weeks.. It bothers me that I still can't drive. Really bothers me. I go to the PT next week, so hopefully he will give me full reign to drive or whatever. I won't really feel comfortable until I get glasses, but I don't want the PT to say to come back to him after I go to the eye doctor, so hopefully he will just say that I can. He was the one who said I couldn't in the first place anyway(I think).

I had some problems fighting back sadness and all that stuff the other times this year and got through it fine, but I have been feeling like that again. It sucks, plain and simple. There's no better way to say it. I'm going to get over it, it'll just take time. I have started writing alot. That helps, actually that makes me even more sad, but it feels good to get it out. So, I guess in a way, it is helping. I thought all this would kind of feel like it was over after June, but I guess you really can't put a time on it. I'll make it through, just have to be strong and wait it out! I'm tougher than this is! :-)