My radio-surgery or radiation or whatever you want to call it is coming up pretty quickly. I am not near as nervous about this as I was about the procedure in January, thank goodness. I only hope I will not have any of the set-backs that I did last time.. The doctors said I wasn't likely to have any problems that I did last time, and they say that again, hopefully their right. People say they feel that I would have had the swelling and loss of motor skills no matter where I went for the procedure, but I can't help but feel like I am setting myself up for it again by going to the same place. Don't get me wrong, I think Dr. Welch is great and I don't think him doing the procedure did that to me, but I can't help but ask myself that... I guess I just need someone to blame. He isn't to blame though, he has been a wonderful doctor.
I think that Jacob and I are going on a little trip in a couple of weeks. We are not sure where; either Memphis and Nashville or St. Louis. I pick the first one, I think it would be fun bc we are goinh to Graceland and the Grand Ole Opry... that would be sooo much fun. I am a HUGEcountry music person, so that would be aewsome... and there's no telling who we would get to see there.Oh well, either trip would be fun, I just need to get away and clear my head before I go in for ANOTHER session. At least this is hopefully the last one.
It is strange to say that... the last one. This has been on my mind since Jult 19th last year, but now it is finally coming to an end. I have gone through so much, more than I hope anyone has to go through, and now it's over; just OVER. Kindof like, "Where do I go now?" I am ready to go out of the country.. when I get completely better, we are gonna go on a cruise. We could do that now(i think) but we don't feel comfortable doing that, the boat doesn't exactly have a place to land a helicoptor if something happens! We will just wait awhile for that one. :-)