~NOTHING BUT HAPPINESS!!~

Well, things are going well so far! I'm very happy about that. The doctor (Ramzi) said I could have a loss of motor skills up to several months after radiation, so we are just crossing our fingers that it doesn't occur. I was worried about coming home, then having to go back to the hospital bc of motor skills or something, but I am soo thankful that nothing has happened. I saw the PT today, and she even said I can quit seeing her! There is enough there that I can do at home to keep up and stop paying them to use their equipment. If I start seeing a degression I will start going back though. I hope this is the end of a LONG chapter in my book; I think I am feeling better just knowing that we have come to an end with all of the procedures. I say end, I THINK end. There could be more radiation, but we won't know that for six months. One thing that I am happy to say is I am going to the eye doctor(I can't spell what kind of doctor) in late August to see what we can do about my vision. For the first time in a LONG time, I feel happy; nothing but happiness. That is a good feeling. Maybe we can look at me starting to drive again(after the eye doc, of course) and... I just want to yell! Such a feeling of relief, I am finally through with ALL of this. This year has been more than most could ever imagine, and most people are off having fun the first year of marriage, but Jacob and I spent our first anniversary a little different than most( in a hospital), at least we will never forget it! Hopefully I get to start a new chapter in My book of Life! =)